Friday; Roxanne came down to the city again! Love it! Kicked it at the mall, and what do ya know- Some of the stataz brothers were there-- Kevin, Froggie & John Ross. Chilled wit them for a bit, then left. Monday; me & Roxanne kicked it wit again. Chilled at su casa. Found some stuuuhff under there, fcukin' hilarious! Haaaa! Supposedly it was Randolfs or whatever, uh huh surrree! Roxanne went to some bbq, wish I could've gone, but then not. Words are just too much. Gotta love it. Talked about how it was when I used to live in Daly City & reminisced. Sheez, I miss it. Too much to write but I'm soo damn lazy so too bad. So Roxanne said she might not be comin' down to the city anymore, I guess when she stops comin' and I miss her more, that's when I'll write her a special blog like she did for me!

Freshmen year gone like that. This year was preety cool- met hella people and I made hella new friends. I loved it. I remember when I first went there, I freakin' hated it. I'm gonna miss being co-pres, being in ASB, and alla the people that aren't coming back next year. I'm gonna miss the seniors, especially the ones in ASB. I love 'em. The end to the beginning is just another beginning to an end.

For the past couple of weeks, I've felt so much freedom and independence . I love it. Never gave me the space so I'm giving it to myself. Your loss not mine, should of just listened. Too much of something never results into a good ending. I always needed this break away and if you're not willing to give it then imma just take it in my own hands. I'm not even gonna trip over it. Anyway, I spent the first week of summer in UC Santa Cruz with my sister. Preety cool- experienced college life, met new people, and hooped. Jonina to Jojie to Jorgie to Jorge- Thanks Daniel. It's just hella chill. I liked it.

Yesterday, Roxanne, my damn old, best friend,  came down to the city. It was the first time we kicked it for the whole day in 2 years? I don't remember but I know it's been a while. I miss her like whoa! We chilled with Mark M. at the mall, bought some shoes and of course we got our grub on. Then went back home, and I got a call from that one fella. It was kinda weird 'cause we haven't talked in a long ass time and it turns out we live near each other. Then after running in the rain for the bus to go to Patrick's house, we were so freakin' tired. Hahah! Hella out of shape maan! So we waited for a whiiiile for the next one while it was freakin' rain! Doesn't sound like much, but it's kinda complicated. I loved this day, even though it was raining! I blame the rain for the frizz in my hair. Too much to say, pictures say it all (or at least some). I'll probably edit this and maybe add more pictures.

Understanding the difference between love & attachment is very helpful when a romantic relationship ends. At first everything that reminds you of him- the song you danced to at the prom, the food you used to eat together, the places you used to go. You feel like crying whenever you think of him. The only explanation you can think of for how strongly you feel is that maybe you're still in love with him.

What's more likely is that you are feeling effects of the serving an attachment. When you let someone into your life romantically, it's like the two of you weave a blanket around yourselves. When you split up, you have to slowly let the blanket unravel. Each thread that pulls apart can feel painful, even excruciating. But the thing you want to remember is this: Although you are miserable now, you will feel better soon. This is a guarantee. You will not feel this sad forever. Just as it took time to develop an attachment to your boyfriend, it will take time to let it go.

Whether you are letting go of a relationship that is no longer healthy or the pain you carry due to personal problems you've endured, remind yourself that you are freeing up space in your life for new, positive experiences, people, and emotions.

I'll edit this later!

As we get older we change. With age, we transform into a stronger and wiser individual, hopefully. As we grow and develop into a new person, it is inevitable that part of our personality will alter, as well. A little more pressure here, some problems and stress over there. In addition, mistakes are made and lessons are learned. One of those lessons to be learned is responsibility. Usually, responsibilities mean making complicated choices and determining whether they are the right decisions; predicaments.

*Despite her lack of knowledge and surplus of ignorance, she still does the immoral thing and it results into a misfortune. So, how does she deal with the confrontation? As predicted, she lied her way through, thinking she got away and no punishment would be received. However, it was realized that her enormous amount of stupidity was the proof of her punishment and clearly what she deserved.

The mistake of choosing the wrong one can result into an overwhelming difficulty. Karma always bites back.